My mind hurts. | Firefly Artistic Writing


Currently my mind seems like an deserted automotive, quietly rusting in a subject off the aspect of a freeway.

Small duties really feel epic. Afternoons fill with thick psychological fogs. I lay in mattress at night time, thoughts tumbling like a freight practice, looking for one thing on my cellphone to distract me sufficient to go to sleep.

Clearly there are quite a lot of points right here. However I do know that one in every of them is the quantity of data I’m consuming. Emails, headlines, podcasts, social media, textual content messages — days have grow to be so noisy, and my thoughts is exhausted from sorting and processing all this enter.

On one hand — fantastic, proper? As writers (sure that’s you), we’re engines of trade. Pour one factor in, one other factor comes out. That is what we’re made for.

However in recent times, the quantity of enter has spiked. I do know this half isn’t simply me. Analysis in 2022 confirmed that the typical particular person consumed round 74 GB in data each day — about the identical quantity as 16 films. And it was on the rise by 5% yearly, so we’re at practically 18 films now.

To place that in historic context, 500 years in the past, a really educated particular person may eat this a lot data of their lifetime. Now it’s a Tuesday.

Goodness gracious. Are you even nonetheless studying?

I believe we overlook that we come from nature. We are nature. And all the things in nature wants breaks. We want gradual seasons, darkish nights, hibernation. It looks like for us people, that’s the onerous half.

Even once we know we have to relaxation, it may be very onerous to really do it.

So, we’re attempting a brand new factor this winter.

It’s known as “Write, Learn, Relaxation.” The concept is to make use of the ability of neighborhood to decelerate collectively, proper within the coronary heart of February.

This will likely be an area to breathe deeply, learn for enjoyable, part out, write letters, write slowly, doodle, and do nothing. It will likely be a option to make little pockets of ease away from the pressures of winter and on a regular basis life.

It’s on Zoom, open to limitless contributors, and sliding scale.

No accountability. No duty. No deadlines.

Shall I say whats up to the elephant right here?

Sure, it’s just a little bizarre that we’re doing this on Zoom. And likewise that we’re charging for it.

In our supreme world, we’d be in a fantastic massive lounge room with comfortable blankets and limitless pillows and no screens in sight. We’d do it without cost as a result of we might have the ability to give our labour away freely with out requiring trade.

However we’re working with what’s doable, what’s right here, and what’s ours to provide.

As of late, relaxation is unfortunately a privilege in addition to a proper, so we’re donating 10% of proceeds to Sistering.

That is a hardworking group that gives providers to girls and gender-diverse folks in Toronto who’re homeless or precariously housed.

We’re enthusiastic about this new experiment, and we might love to satisfy you there. And naturally, we even have workshops, espresso classes, reward certificates, and way more.

Wherever you might be proper now, I’m wishing you relaxation.

A softer second. A shimmer of self-trust. A breath that goes all the way in which to the underside of your lungs and finds just a little place to curve up.

The times are brief, and December is a tragic month for many people. Might all of us bear in mind how nature strikes via these occasions, and provides ourselves the area we have to unfold into our realest, truest selves this month.

In it with you,



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