What We Had been Pondering Of, 3


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Recap final week: As David conducts a e-book tour for Tradition Wars, he receives a mysterious and disturbing letter. The sophisticated relationships of his life are revealed.

This week: Charles visits David, Bud, and their new school buddy Sara of their dorm, freshman 12 months, 1966. David visits Charles and Renata in fall 1990 to tell them of the mysterious letter from Bud. David and Charles argue.

What We Had been Pondering Of is offered for full productions and readings. events could contact me via my Substack e-mail handle.

Bud and Sara enter, middle stage, Bud carrying a field of books into his school dormitory room. David appears at them, walks previous Kate, on whom lights dim, to affix them. Charles enters.)

CHARLES

(to Bud)

I’ve met with the dean. Looks like an excellent man. Astute. Good day, David.

DAVID

Mr. Powell.

(Charles appears at Sara.)

SARA

(extending her hand)

Sara Flannery. Good day.

(They shake fingers. Charles appears round.)

CHARLES

Effectively, you appear…nearly settled.

(He appears into the field of books, picks one up and examines it.)

CHARLES

(persevering with)

“Ba-ba-Ram-Das?”

(one other e-book)

“The Age of Everlasting Revolution.”

(and one other)

“The Port Huron Assertion.”

(On the display above, from the Port Huron Assertion: “We’re individuals of this era, bred in not less than modest consolation, housed now in universities, wanting uncomfortably to the world we inherit.”)

CHARLES

(persevering with)

Attention-grabbing studying. I’ve by no means seen these at dwelling.

BUD

That is my private library.

CHARLES

Private? Or non-public?

BUD

An attention-grabbing distinction.

CHARLES

Sure, it’s. Do you perceive it?

(David and Sara look at one another. David has seen this earlier than.)

CHARLES

(persevering with)

Effectively, I will not disturb you and your folks. I simply got here to say goodbye.

(He holds out his hand reasonably formally. Bud shakes it. Charles touches David’s shoulder, smiles at Sara as he leaves.)

DAVID

(to Sara)

Bud’s father’s within the State Division. We expect he was within the CIA.

BUD

Most likely nonetheless is.

SARA

Are you severe?

(taking care of Charles)

I’ve by no means met a CIA agent earlier than.

BUD

(hushed tone)

You continue to have not. He was by no means right here.

(as David and Sara chortle)

A minimum of he wasn’t for me.

DAVID

I discover him attention-grabbing.

BUD

(to Sara, main her away)

David’s political training continues to be within the formative stage. It is what comes of studying novels for the pleasure of it.

(David watches them go, then turns as Charles and Renata enter.)

RENATA

(extending her fingers to clasp David’s)

It is so great to see you, David. It was such a shock once you referred to as. We have been seeing you on TV, although, studying about you. It has been … How lengthy has it been?

DAVID

A couple of years.

RENATA

Sure. Hasn’t it been? How time … Oh, I am descending into cliché, aren’t I? I hate that. The world appears cliché sufficient, typically, with out outdated individuals cluttering it up with extra for need of recent concepts. Come, there’s a lot to speak about. We should always have some tea, some sandwiches. What would you want?

DAVID

Something you put together shall be good, Renata.

RENATA

I like this younger man, Charles. I all the time have. A gentleman all the time, identical to his — identical to you. Why do not you two go sit out by the water whereas I repair a light-weight lunch. I will name after I’m prepared.

(Renata exits.)

DAVID

She does not change. She’s so…

CHARLES

Genteel, I believe, is the phrase. Makes my life bearable, typically when… it is not. That and the Chesapeake. A sort of retreat.

(pointing the way in which)

Lets?

(They stroll out towards a bench by the water’s edge.)

CHARLES

(persevering with)

So, then, if I understood you, within the fall you may be taking up the Middle?

DAVID

Effectively, I will be the director. It is a little bit too democratic a spot for anybody to wish to consider me as “taking up.”

CHARLES

Nonetheless complicated management with tyranny in any case these years.

DAVID

(smiles)

Retirement hasn’t dulled your blade.

CHARLES

Oh, that is once you most must maintain it sharpened.

DAVIID

Actually? Why is that?

CHARLES

That’s when your enemies come for you — after they suppose you’ve let your guard down.

DAVID

So, no relaxation, then, ever?

CHARLES

On this world?

(beat, shifting)

I’ve observed some development in your half, although. Now you are quoting Clausewitz on TV. Dangerous enterprise, that, for — what do you name your self as of late — a “progressive”? In fact, now you are extra of a star, ivory tower kind. Not a lot on the barricades anymore.

(David shakes his head with fun. He raises his arm and waves it.)

DAVID

White flag. I give up. Mercy.

(Charles pats him on the again. He motions for them to sit down. They appear out on the water.)

DAVID

(persevering with)

It is vitally lovely.

CHARLES

(nodding, beat)

So, is it time but to share your secret?

DAVID

My secret?

CHARLES

You are nearly like a son to us, David. You observed Renata’s —

(David nods.)

CHARLES

(persevering with)

However you have not paid your first go to in practically 4 years to share your skilled accomplishments with us. And also you did not share your function with Renata. So I suppose that you’ve a secret. The water’s edge is an efficient place for secrets and techniques.

DAVID

And we share one already.

CHARLES

Will we? I’ve so many secrets and techniques. I do not usually share them.

DAVID

You share one with me.

CHARLES

(beat)

Sure. I do.

(David pulls the envelope with Bud’s be aware from his pocket, affords it to Charles. Charles appears however does not attain for it.)

CHARLES

(persevering with)

Let me mild up first.

(Charles takes out a pipe and material pouch. He fills the pipe with tobacco and tamps it down with the consolation of formality, lights up, puffing. He takes the envelope and reads the be aware. Considerate however unemotional, he returns the be aware to the envelope and fingers it again to David.)

DAVID

I believed you must know.

CHARLES

Thanks for not opening it in entrance of Renata.

DAVID

Are you going to inform her?

CHARLES

(not answering)

What are you going to do?

DAVID

What am I going to do?

CHARLES

He wrote to you.

DAVID

He is your son, Charles.

CHARLES

I do know what he’s to me.

DAVID

We have not heard from him in —

CHARLES

— ten and half years. And now he is written — that. What precisely is that supposed to alter?

DAVID

For all we knew he was useless.

CHARLES

I by no means imagined he was useless. I knew he was on the market someplace. And now he nonetheless is.

DAVID

We thought we had misplaced him.

CHARLES

And have we regained him? You thought you misplaced him ten and a half years in the past. I misplaced him lengthy earlier than that.

DAVID

So we do nothing?

CHARLES

We? He is written to you, David. The query is, what are you going to do? Are you going to attempt to discover him?

DAVID

I do not know. I believed perhaps —

CHARLES

— I might let you know what to do? Perhaps search for him myself? Why the reluctance to search for him by yourself? He is reached out to you. Are you afraid to achieve again?

DAVID

I would not know the place to start.

CHARLES

The postmark. Salt Lake Metropolis would appear an inexpensive begin.

(beat)

Twenty years in the past all you younger individuals wished to do was delve into the previous, unearth all of the complexities, dig up all of the nasty little secrets and techniques. Shed the pure and easy mild of day on different individuals’s troublesome decisions. Now that it is your individual life, you are not so keen.

DAVID

Is that the way in which you rationalize it? “Tough decisions”? Judgment calls? No proper? No mistaken?

CHARLES

They’re all rationalizations, David. It is simply that some are higher than others.

DAVID

You haven’t any compassion for him in any respect?

CHARLES

Compassion? Do not discuss to me of compassion. What compassion did he have when he blew up that laboratory? When he killed that guard?

DAVID

It was an accident. He served his time.

CHARLES

He was keen to take the possibility. With the guard’s life, together with his daughter’s, the mom of his daughter, his mother and father’. The place was his compassion, for everybody, when he simply went off and disappeared? You all suppose it is some sort of a recreation —

DAVID

Charles, please, do not condescend to me. I got here —

CHARLES

You do. You suppose it is a recreation. You suppose there are “do overs.” You play at revolution, and once you get into some actual hassle, you need mommy and daddy to come back rescue you, inform the intense individuals on the market — the actually severe individuals — “Oh, it was simply fake. He did not imply it. He is a pleasant boy. Good, middle-class boy from an excellent American dwelling, whose mommy and daddy love him and can all the time be there for him it doesn’t matter what, like after a nasty dream. Cannot we simply do it throughout?” There was a nasty dream, David. He was the dangerous dream. And there is not any doing it over.

(placing out his pipe, standing)

You ask me about compassion? Generally compassion has to see far, not close to. Generally it has to see the long term, not the brief.

DAVID

Then it is simply an thought, Charles. Then it is no completely different from him.

CHARLES

And typically, when it is close to, it is weak spot, silly weak spot, and different individuals pay the worth since you could not stand the ache. Effectively, I can stand the ache. I all the time have stood it. And judging by that be aware, you’ll have to seek out out should you can. Now let’s go eat Renata’s meals. She’s fairly close to, and I can see that far.

(David stays seated as Charles leaves.)

AJA

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